Examples of My Own Resolved Personal Issues

On my healingexamples.com home page I listed most of my worst, most debilitating issues many years ago.

Examples of Personal Problems I wanted to Understand and Resolve & DID

These are below . .

  1. A bad stammer and speech block.
  2. Permanent anxiety / background fear, (from the age of 15 on I spent half my adult life in various anxiety / fear / paralysis / terror symptoms).
  3. No feeling response in interactive situations.
  4. No or little heart feelings – heart completely blocked. This was one of the main things I wanted to understand.
  5. I was not aware of sleeping – I ‘rested’.
  6. I was very withdrawn, isolated and unsociable.
  7. Always on ‘edge’ unsettled, inner franticness.
  8. I had internal allergic reactions to ‘authority or officials’ which I could not understand.
  9. Automatic (without awareness) avoidance of unbalanced people.
  10. My sexuality was almost completely switched off, even through my late teens AND I wasn’t bothered about this.

It was these particular ‘difficult’ issues that drove me to understand the origins of my own issues and of then trying to find and develop means to identify and to deal with everything ‘subtle’ contributing to them that led to all the very detailed descriptions of many different ‘varieties’ of subtle crap that I present on this web site.

So, on this page below I describe and list all the ‘main’ issues I can remember when I wrote this page about 4/5 years ago that I’d resolved at that time.

How my Personal Problems Kept me Focused to Gain Understandings and the Experience to Resolve them

You could take what I write on this page as a fair but limited assessment of my ability to resolve ‘negative’ and ‘life limiting’ issues. I say limited because obviously my own issues are not inclusive of ALL issues, my clients have issues beyond this list that they too have wholly resolved.

I should also point out that I part of my ‘progress’ was because at the age of 21 I initiated a self defined ‘program’ to help resolve my speech block/stammer issues which after 6 months included myself making a an effort to ALL THE TIME (DAILY & MOMENT BY MOMENT) to ORIENTATE TO MYSELF/MY INNER STATES/SENSATIONS & FEELINGS as part of trying to facilitate myself to ‘identify’ the PAST ORIGINS of my stammer and speech block.

I describe this in more detail on this page here: Exercise/Advice 2: To Improve Awareness of Your Inner Landscape/Internal States/Sensations/Feelings, Emotions, Awareness’s & the Memories of these this persistent self orientation while using various ‘practices’ eventually led me to become aware of what in this life contributed to my stammer speech block which included a serious build up of stress/anxiety represented as seriously ingrained, chronic body tension and physical ‘rigidity’ problems which was.

I describe becoming aware of these factors and my efforts to resolve these (which were directly impacting shallow breathing problems) in this article here: How Much Awareness Do You have of your ENTIRE ‘SELF’ & your INNER STATES/CONDITIONS? and the one following this (Becoming Aware of the Long Term Negative Impact of Pre-Birth Experiences/Traumas & Stresses) a few years later when I found myself in persistent/overwhelming feelings and emotions of anguish and despair (with absolutely no ‘triggering’ life cause or origin) my self orientation had me spontaneously (I kid you not) gaining access to a past life which on FULLY engaging with this released all of these feelings within a few days, I describe this on this page here: Where are the Anomalous Memories of Ancient Past Lives, Held/Stored?

So, keep the above in mind, and particularly that I’ve had a 24/7/52 alignment/dedicated focus to align to myself and to my inner states as you read the below!!!!

For some of my own issues that I describe below here, I reduced or alleviated the symptoms of just a FEW of these while working extensively with established therapies, so called advanced healing systems and spiritual paths for many years (from my mid to late 20’s) as well as when I worked for 8 years as a healer therapist towards the end of my 30’s and more then a decade before this with other tools, techniques and approaches. They helped with maybe 10% of what I list below. With 3-4 things they helped greatly.

However, it’s only since moving beyond all of these (leaving them behind) and of then developing the means to look directly for subtle crap myself that I started to find what was RESPONSIBLE for (or at least contributing to) the presentation of my negative issues in my life. It was ONLY when I started to take this extreme and determined ‘subtle’ self exploration line that I started to become aware of some of the REAL subtle causes of some of my issues and as a result of doing this my own ‘negative’ issue list gradually started to shrink.

To FULLY resolve the issues I list below I actually had in most cases to UNDO everything that was done and which was still active of healing, therapies and spiritual paths ‘subtle healing’ efforts of my entire multidimensional past. These ‘subtle healing solutions’ had not dealt with the actual CAUSES of my issues, rather they had in most cases counteracted or negated some of the symptoms that were contributing to my issues at least temporarily. About 50% of the effort to resolve my own and my clients issues has been spent undoing past permanently applied subtle healing solutions which themselves often cause further and sometimes quite severe issues as they accumulate over many lifetimes.

One of the effects of repeated use of an approach that achieves results in limited ‘get rid of symptoms’ ways is that in some cases they cease to work on those whom most use them. Which is why you can find some therapists and healers whom are able to resolve issues in others that they themselves have but what they ‘successfully’ use on others amazingly doesn’t work on themselves.

What Would You Identify as a ‘Negative’ or ‘Limiting’ Issue or Life Problem?

If you read all of this page you will see that many things on my resolved issues list you might not take to be issues at all but just as ‘life’ or even as ‘how you are’?

This is because when you’ve some Everest peak sized negative issues (as I did) then you tend to ignore or not notice the less obvious ones never mind that we often consign issues that appear only rarely as ‘not important’, never mind labeling many issues as ‘just how we naturally are’ or as ‘just part of life’.

I have only listed resolved issues that I can remember below.

There are many more ‘minor’ things that I resolved that I cannot remember or that would be too difficult to explain. For example, I’ve had lot’s of things messing with my interactions with others that would take too much detail to explain.

How to Stop People from Bumping or Walking into Yourself

For example in one phase each time I would leave my home and walk through my local town I would start to find myself almost having a film play out in my head, almost like a waking dream. What would be presented would be quite interesting and much of my attention would be taken by this. This would not cause me any problems BUT it did in a sense keep me completely disengaged from the people around me by putting me in my own ‘little’ world. This only happened in circumstances when I was in general places in close proximity to others. So, after a time of getting rid of other ‘weird’ stuff that you just take falsely to be part of ‘how you are’ I became suspicious and started to check this particular ‘effect’. So, when this activated I would sit on a seat in the street and ‘seek’ out anything doing this. And there was, lots of them. I would get rid of this and the effect, the ‘nice’ film presentation would disappear. BUT only for 10 minutes or so. There were rather a lot of the same doing this but only some would be active. Let me explain! This was about keeping me disassociated from people, so some would activate, I would become disassociated and viola no other’s would activate as what triggered these (engagement, possible interactions) is no longer happening . . . . So, it literally took weeks of one 30 second clearing each time I walked down to my local supermarket . . . . until eventually there were no more of the ‘nice’ but disengaging internal video’s.

Starting to Acknowledge Life Problems & Becoming Aware of then as Negative Healing Issues

I would identify other things and get rid of them while walking to the supermarket or the beach or the local cafe or ‘where ever’ a few times a week over a three year period. As within this period my research teams developed broad band clearing technologies then I am often getting rid of things whose effects I am actually unaware of as I clear what I have actually noticed and am actually focusing on I also get rid of other useless crap having ‘some’ effect on me that I am not consciously aware of. Twice a week for three years just walking to the supermarket . . . is 300+ effects resolved by clearing contributing crap that I do as a matter of course . . . .

Another example; If I saw a nice looking woman and internally acknowledged her as in “Hey, she looks nice / interesting” I would feel like I might trip or stumble and sometimes almost did. VERY WEIRD if you ask me, and of course you think you must have just got distracted by the interesting looking woman and so missed seeing the 300 foot gaping hole in the side walk. Seems very logical to me? On the other hand after this happened a few times and I remembered phases in the past of the same I eventually remembered to check to see if any subtle shit was responsible for making this happen. It was. So, now this doesn’t happen.

Other examples of repeating (in public spaces) incidents:

  1. People continually walking into you or crossing your path, sometimes they seem to unconsciously divert to do this!
  2. Other times people coming out of side places and walking into you or almost?
  3. Days when coincidentally you have people trying to push in front of you (you specifically) in queues?

Just coincidences then? WRONG!

Starting to Gain Awareness of Common Life Problems and Negative Debilitating Issues

Most of these things we have learned to filter out over time, we accept them as an integral part of whom we are or how life is to such a degree that you often have to make an effort to even notice such things happening.

For example if you keep bumping into people (or them you), after a few years (or more likely after a few lifetimes) you automatically adapt:

  1. You would only shop when places were not busy and places were there are few people.
  2. You would adopt a walking style that would be defensive and have you trying to become aware of ‘potential’ collisions.
  3. You would then over time automatically anticipate potential collisions and automatically divert.

I can write this with supreme confidence of it’s truthfulness and accuracy because this is what I became aware of that I myself had done to adapt to having subtle crap causing these ‘walking into people’ incidents. The internal distracting inner ‘video’ crap was likely the most recently applied subtle crap ‘layer’ trying to ‘distract’ me so I’d have less of my attention on what was going on around me making it more likely I’d be caught by the ‘walking into people’ crap.

Why Do Some People Try & Pick a Fight With Me?

Interestingly the one incident where I managed to NOT avoid bumping into someone they tried to pick a fight with me. In other words I can see why I’d made so much effort to ‘adapt’ to avoid these incidents. This single incident itself was also odd in that I saw the person whom eventually did walk into me about 50 meters in front of me walking down the sidewalk heading in my direction. He was on the extreme right of the sidewalk and I at that time was well over on the left. I ‘saw’ a look in his eye at that distance and ‘knew’ he was going to walk into me, (shoulder charge me actually). As he was heading toward me he diverted and took a line to walk across to my side while I ended up walking on the curb on the extreme left. He did shoulder charge me, and almost knocked me into the road. I then hear ‘Who the f**k do you think you are to walk into me!!!’.

Seriously, sometimes it’s like living in a farce here.

Strategies and Behavior Adaptations to use to Avoid Being Beaten Up?

I cannot help it and just burst out laughing, I casually walk down to where he is standing (all the time laughing) until I get in front of him. I then describe me seeing him on the right up the path and how he made a big effort to walk all the way across the path to deliberately bump into ME, and how when he did I was walking on the curb. I’m laughing all the time as I say this and he’s so confused both by this ‘laughing’ confrontation and me describing very accurately what he did that he grabs my hand shakes it and then runs off. Hahaha.

Please note I was actually ‘laughing’ at the ‘bizarre’ situation and NOT at this person. Doing this seems to diffuse the entire situation as it will likely cause the other person to also evaluate the ‘bizarreness’ of the circumstances and ‘diffuse’ whatever ‘subtle crap’ was/is messing with them.

Why Do I Attract Disturbed or ‘Crazy’ People?

The above type of incidents would confirm why I’ve had the following occasionally to:

  1. You ‘catch’ some strangers ‘eye’ and you notice that (bizarrely) they seem to have some ‘odd’ reaction to yourself.
  2. Having ‘odd’ or in some cases ‘crazy looking or behaving’ people stop you or try and talk to you whom only offer ‘bizarre’ conversations while often accusing you of ‘bizarre’ things.

I would suspect that some combinations of the things I describe above are common for many people in the same way as spam or junk mail or e-mail is common AND which we automatically filter out too.

What I’m trying to say here is that we all seem to have a built in ‘bias’ to ignore and or to be completely unaware of lots of what ARE actually negative and debilitating issues. Not only do we remain unconscious of many issues we also seem to unconsciously adapt to them and in so doing we end up moving ourselves into smaller and smaller ‘response’ spaces rather than to LOOK AT, ACKNOWLEDGE and then try and find out what is causing or contributing to these and then DEALING WITH WHAT IS.

I now give lists in different categories of my more easily recognizable issues that I have completely resolved or in some cases are likely to have been resolved (not absolutely certain they’ve gone for good).

This list below could easily be 5 or more times longer if I had taken the time to document all issues that I’d recognized and dealt with. However, in spending my time doing this then I’d likely only have resolved a fraction of the issues compared to those I now no longer impacting me.

Issues Resolved or in Rare Instances Almost Resolved

Self Expression

Personal ‘Pick a Fight with Me’ Threats

Sexuality

Relationship issues

Feeling & Emotional Issues

No Heart feelings, Inert, Blocked Heart

Issues with Friends & Friendships

Physical Issues

Sleep Challenges

Money

Presentation Issues

Hidden Issues

Recovery of Multidimensional Capabilities & Extended Awareness’s, Senses & Perceptions

Some of the above was achieved by the removal of subtle energetic initiation caps which I describe in more detail on another site here. This would also be done automatically by the absent clearing I’m offering.

Mental and Thinking things

Identified and Cleared Emotional / Mental Reactions

All the below were as a response to particular ‘triggering’ situations. Again none of these preoccupying responses turned out to be me but things making me like this. Although I have only listed 5 here, I have regularly cleared different combinations of these that were triggered under different circumstances, probably at least 20 different sets. These are quite common.

Life Goals Personal Achievements

For some of the above, I mark as recently resolved and therefore they need more time to be sure. Some feeling issues I am still deep clearing from the bones of my entire soul as it were which most of the time is barely on a conscious level. In other words I have very slight almost unnoticeable background feelings that are actually being artificially maintained to ‘draw’ out others of the same resonance (like attracts like as it were) so these are not ‘my’ feelings but are part of the process of a final deep cleansing. So, although ‘overall’ I feel incredibly relaxed, content, peaceful I have still not reached what will be my true ‘natural’ baseline.

Also certain subtle energetic crap things only trigger as a result of you living certain configurations of circumstances or of you feeling or responding in certain ways. These can only be cleared when they trigger. So, I suspect that I will find more that activate when I enter new circumstances and then I’ll deal with these too.

If you have any of the issues I describe above or others and you want these dealt with then read the next page: Automated Absent Healing page click here.